Something is preventing me from communicating with her
Something has put a diamond wall between me and her
Something tells me I should be better admiring her from afar
Something says "You had your chance. It's over already. Stop being a burden to her."

*poof*

Waking up to an empty house is degrading.

For the first time in my life, I did not feel the joy of the new year. But we went bowling at Chevrons to celebrate the new year.

I'm still somewhat depresseed. The prom event will always be beside me haunting me.